Sunday, January 16, 2005
im SOOO supposed to be studying chem now. but obviously, im not. sad. i have been a full blown slacker this few days.. *sigh* not freaked out yet. but soon will be. neway, read something that affected me. *sigh* feeling really bad. i cant really say anything now but sorry..
oh man. hope i can do well for chem on tues..
and wonders of all wonders. im a sec one sqaud ic now. like huh??! how on earth did i get it.. my drills or rather my commanding is like crap amd im like not very enthu in np except for yest. when we were building the structure. it was really fun.. complaining bout our sore hands from tying lashings after lashings. and so much for all my sarcasm. guess noone knew about it. oh well. i really dont know wad to do. help.. im gonna be freaking busy now. not that i have been like shaking-leg free last 2 weeks. i have been staying back every single day. latest record was leaving sch at 9.20pm for sec one orientation and 6.43pm for tying some structure that nv came true... almost 3/4 of my life is spent in sch.. but i kinda enjoy it.. as usual. im not a home person. i love to go out.. =) ya, but stilll its THE year. so ya, kinda, or rather realy freaked out.. but once agin, with god nothing is impossible. God, you are always with me, living in my heart every hour, minute, second... thank you for choosing me as one of your witnessess, one of your servants, one of your children.. =) i love you.. i hope i can make a diferrence in this world without vision..
oh man.. i have been slacking since yest. shoot. crap. freak. once again.. sorry.. *sigh*
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6:49 PM
i scribble (: