Friday, December 23, 2005
its so hard to tell ppl something you are not confident of when you have done well for the previous attempt.
when i tell ppl i got into vjc. they go like wow so smart and all that crap.
then i tell them that im really not confident of my o's and i may not stay in it after the first 3 months.
THEN as usual. they go all sarcastic and like say some crap about how it can ever happen.
=(
HELLO. if im really THAT smart. who cares what you say about me being smart. since its the fact.
but now, for me, its not a fact. i can only do so well for my prelim because of GOD! i know you all are gonna say that then ok, so trust your God for your o's.
like DUH. obviously i trust him. without him, im NOTHING. seriously.
im telling you my worries cos i dont want to let you think im so smart when im not.
God is the one who brought me through all the crap i experienced during my o's.
and with his grace and mercy, he will give his children the best.
what im trying to say is that stop assuming im so smart. cos im REALLY NOT.
its not me who's doing all the work. giving me all these results. its God.
get it? so stop saying im smart. and dont go all sarcastic when i tell you that i worry i may not be able to do as well for o's. OK?
cos though i worry. im gonna pray. PRAY. REALLY HARD. and im not going to worry.(at least, less) cos God has given me peace in my heart.
Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
Philippians 4:6-7.
*sticks out tongue*
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2:45 PM
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