Wednesday, May 10, 2006
i finally know the difference being in a elite sch and one that is not.
the sch's bout the same. the teachers too. the only thing is tht the people is different.
more competitve. more caught up with winning that classmate of yours.
hai. i miss the times when we just didnt care about some hw. just talking crap the whole time. not caring if we did all the steps for practical. not caring, or least, not so much, about our grades for assignment.
sometimes, i feel abit weird. like, should i be like them? or should i just remain as my usual slackier self. but if i do, i dont think i will survive in the stampede.
sigh.
and GP. the death of me. really makes me wish i was not in jc instead sometimes. yes, thats how bad it is. i dont wanna fail with a single digit. and i dont tink i can go uni if i fail, right. sigh. but try harder to pass. just that sometimes, the mind is willing but the flesh is weak. indeed..
i hope its just not me..
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9:53 PM
i scribble (: