Wednesday, August 23, 2006
dilemma. im ALWAYS caught in betwen. and the turmoil in my head is NO GOOD.
first it was odac or not. thankfully its over.
then h3 or not. still troubled ovr that.
and now. its OT or OCIP.
frustrating. nerve-wrecking.
sometimes, i just hate making decisions.
maybe it was easier if i wasnt chosen in the first place. then the decision wont be my to make. sigh
ive always wanted to go for an overseas CIP and now it just have to clash.
because of all these deep thinking and stuff, i cant concentrate on my studies at all.
i think its been like what, 3 weeks since i seriously studied or do my work properly.
sigh. chem lecture test tmr and i cant say im prepared.
ohwell.
miracles do happen. with God, nothing is impossible.
im praying for miracleS to happen. =)
♥
10:16 PM
i scribble (: