tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-59965602011-04-27T13:27:49.477+08:00breakawaythe place where imagination runs wild...Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.comBlogger3691100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-81306992467822558442008-12-29T00:02:00.001+08:002008-12-29T01:11:40.515+08:00I then shall live as one who's been forgivenI'll walk with joy to know my debts are paidI know my name is clear before my FatherI am His child and I am not afraidSo greatly pardoned, I'll forgive my brotherThe law of love I gladly will obeyI then shall live as one who's learned compassionI've been so loved I'll risk loving, tooI know how fear builds walls instead of bridgesI'll dare to see Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-46677632540417443862008-06-18T18:07:00.002+08:002008-06-18T18:10:57.393+08:00oh mann. i think i have lost count of how many times i have looked through the old class photos..i miss the camwhoring with o6S38!!all the happy faces have been dearly missed.all the ppl slogging their guts out at work or in camp, lets quickly meet up before SCHOOL starts.. =Sand guess what. i'm already looking forward to next year's 3 month holiday break. =DHAHA.Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-27158799312306733122008-05-29T10:38:00.003+08:002008-05-29T10:46:06.807+08:00haha its the holidays and everybody is starting to get bored...SEEE. it takes SKILL not to feel bored when you are alone, while the whole world is working or studying..lol.but i really think im not meant to work. cant find anything despite desperate daily attempts of scouring over the classifieds. i now feel weird if i dont at least take a peek to see if there is a job waiting for me.. -_-but i Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-91133551102547410602008-05-10T22:29:00.002+08:002008-05-10T22:48:38.440+08:00the past months have just been blessings after blessings. really, even though i am jobless and nearing penniless-ness, haha, i thank God for the enjoyable time i have been having.and the wonderful surpirses and answers he have shown me so clearly.Project Serve was a blast. i hope i have grown in knowledge and also closer to him. and i thank God for my fellow sister-in-christs for being such greatEstherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-61018132841396319172007-11-20T17:39:00.000+08:002007-11-20T17:42:04.181+08:00THANK YOU, LORDCopyright 1972 by Lexicon Music, Inc(and I) Thank you, Lord,for the trials that come my way.In that way I can grow each dayas I let you lead,And thank you, Lord,for the patience those trials bring.In that process of growing,I can learn to care.But it goes against the wayI amto put my human nature downand let the Spirit take control of all I do.'Cause when those trials come,my humanEstherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-19065228485104408352007-11-20T11:02:00.000+08:002007-11-20T11:04:30.667+08:00“Come to the Water, Stand by my side, I know you are thirsty you won’t be denied. I felt every tear drop when in darkness you cried. And I strove to remind you that for those tears I died.”i pray for aunty lileng that God will sustain her both spiritually and physically. i pray that we will be able to understand whay God's will is, his good and pleasing will. i pray that she will get well Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-74007099471173678362007-11-20T10:28:00.000+08:002007-11-20T10:54:50.239+08:00wah. its been a gazillion years since i came here.actually, exams are an excuse. im just too lazy. like a PIG.*snorts*i go around blog hopping, wondering why on earth people dont update often enough to enertain me.but guess its the pot calling the kettle black. haha.anyway, yayy. its the last paper left.even though 3/4 of the 18 yr olds are already out there wrecking havoc.poor bio ppl.BUT nvm. Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-24870503307046192452007-09-22T00:36:00.000+08:002007-09-22T00:53:47.682+08:00ahh. the day we long awaited has finally arrived.its the last day of our loong loong prelims.no more studying for the time being.as usual the feeling of elation always died down as the day comes.but this time, its quite bad i guessed.really regret what i did this wk. hai. =C3 movies and books. horrors ah.this shal NOT be the case anymore. hope this i wont regret what ive done when my results Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-19620146661016658612007-09-18T12:31:00.000+08:002007-09-18T12:39:29.095+08:00ok. im so bored that i re-read all my old post.-_-and i feel so DUMB.almost all my sentences end in exclamation marks.like some overexcited kid.-_- omgosh. when i will i grow up and write sensibly.0_0 but i guess at least i can hear myself saying all those things that i wrote.literally writing down my thoughts..ohwell. dumb thing to comment about.hopefully my kiddy ways really shows that there Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-26968144532786132342007-09-14T14:25:00.000+08:002007-09-14T14:44:22.547+08:00wah. my last post was in Aug 12. so loong.but couldnt post for so long cos my com REALLY sploit. -_-talk bout wishes coming tru. may all my other wishes come true. heh. =)anyway, finally could blog cos other times im using the com, the whole world seem to be looking. so finally on this happy friday afternoon, i have the room all to myself..=Djust finished econs today! yaay man. felt soooooooo Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-27119816643955525652007-08-12T17:50:00.000+08:002007-08-12T17:55:37.906+08:00ohno! its back to sch tmr!i hate to say this. but man. i justwasted it away. im getting quite disappointed with myself man.i shld get a pep talk some day.or oh! theres econs tmr. so thats settled.-_-ah. this is baddddddddd.i need to find sb study with me!! i cant study alone.. =(oh man. seriously, im like the best example for a econoic cycle..high yest when there was still sunday to catch Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-89232797592025898822007-08-10T18:20:00.000+08:002007-08-10T18:34:46.688+08:00yay! finally found the andy lau song that i like. =Danyway, its the national day holidays! =Dthe ndp 2007 was really enjoyable! been so long since i properly sat down to watch it cos every year we would go and look at the fireworks.. but this yr parents had wedding dinner and there was Live the dream after that. so watched at home loh.but i really felt so happy to be a Singapore yest. the songs Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-89181770215071979512007-08-05T19:03:00.000+08:002007-08-05T19:20:54.901+08:00supp to come online to do sth.but cant rem for what!!oh man. so irritating. my memory is realyl failing me..dear brain, pls wait until after my a's..anyway, another unproductive weekend.seriously, this whole term, eveery wkend is soo soo unworkable and "unstudi able"horrible. ought to be shot man.anyway, went to chinatown for some supp famous dian xin restaurant. but apparently they only served Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-61164062633163279582007-07-30T19:04:00.000+08:002007-07-30T20:05:07.377+08:00so many things have passed. thank God its been happy times. cos now, times are going to be sad and dreary. =Ckk happy times first.dunno how many weeks ago, had a reallly happy outing with phoebe and janna. and i was so proud of collaborating the surprise or both of them.. LOL. =Dsoo fun! =)then the next wk was farewell. hmm quitesad that ccas has ended. at least it takes our minds off stuff.. andEstherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-25655434607321758792007-07-10T19:13:00.000+08:002007-07-10T19:30:03.730+08:00wah. finally finish watching one litre of tears. =Dgreat show with heavy emotions.hot actor too. haha.seriously, sometimes i wonder whether i cry because he cried in the show.rofl.anyway, most of the papers back.er. results are average i guess. i still dont feel like i grasp any of the theory well. considering by how much i have totally cleanly forgotten about already.but first time i didnt cry Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-15771288691489949642007-07-05T23:18:00.000+08:002007-07-05T23:28:32.596+08:00whee!! today is such a happy and gay day! =Dhad so much fun with janna! =DD talked non stop, making a fool of ourselves..and yes! finally managed to do some shopping. haha. felt so happy and gay.ok. my vocab sucks.anyway, couldnt study when i came home. the excitement just stays in you man.this is despite the fact that im SWIMMING in tutorials. haha. ok the water is slowly receding liao. but Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-82945094304251870182007-06-28T23:42:00.000+08:002007-06-28T23:58:29.620+08:00hallelujah! the horrors are over and thank God for all his peace and guidance! =Dnot a very happy experience i must say, but nevertheless, ...OH WELL!!happy thoughts now!!sugar high from super cheesy and abit orangey oreo cheesecake.dont feel like sleeping anymore tonight. haha.how ironic.during exams, all you want to do is SLEEP.now, you just dont want to even though you've got all the tiem in Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-74337365416581157032007-06-25T11:05:00.000+08:002007-06-25T11:07:16.251+08:00ello.haha. im feeling mad.bio paper in a few hours time!happiness. one paper down. =Dah. pls tell me what am i doing here.Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-19283528637787803082007-06-23T09:32:00.000+08:002007-06-23T13:15:34.785+08:00yay. back from church camp. =)quick recap from last wk sorrowful post.sat was mum's bday! went for toatlly imba seafood dinner.ate SHARks FIN.Prawns.Scallops.Crab.=Done of the best meals this yr. =DDDnext day was Fathers day. supp to go to this restaruant to eat. but we forgot to book. so had to wait for almost an hours plus if we wanted.so we decided to do a raincheck and celebrate another Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-84767566397945649202007-06-16T18:31:00.000+08:002007-06-16T19:00:02.577+08:00im feeling so depressed. =Cim sick.whats worse.i need to study.whats worse.i cant study.whats worse.i will never finish.whats worse.i dont know how to do evrything and anything.whats worse..i think im gonna fail big time.whats worse.i cant smell.whats worse.i still eat like a pig.whats worse.i cant run away my fats.whats worse.my waistline increased. horrors.whats worse.2 more big dinners today Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-86184133417587711942007-06-16T14:13:00.000+08:002007-06-16T14:14:54.949+08:00GOOD GAME to me.i dunno what to say liao. =(2 wks to liberation, 3 weeks to moaning. =(crappy.Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-67284544799739283892007-06-09T23:01:00.000+08:002007-06-09T23:25:25.641+08:00atc tmr. but just couldnt resist the urge to come online before zooming off to my revitalising sleep. to give me my much needed energy tmr. -_-ok nvm. been so busy this few days. act. not lah. haha. jsut feels like im very busy dont know doing what though. haha.sad to say, i nv follow my timetable!! =cultra sad.ok, maybe not.but still quite apprehensive bout my studying.this is SO BAD. i think Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-68052666699082563632007-06-04T22:29:00.000+08:002007-06-04T22:43:19.119+08:00there were 2 consecutive blackouts in my house tonight.one while iw as eating dinner, the other while eating supper.rofl.was eating my delicious shiny duck drumstick when the lights suddenly went off. the whole house was so dark that i couldnt even see the oil on the duck.... =.0. lol.thanks to the invention of the hp, we managed to get to the switch and turn on the electricity again.the second Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-27520447525709394012007-05-31T17:41:00.000+08:002007-05-31T18:08:52.267+08:00holidays. hmm. starting to feel the jitters as time passes so quicky. the weather is so hot, feeling so tired everyday.have been on sloooow mooo this week. i take one whole day to read one chapter on carbo. give me a test now i will still fail it. bleh.gg. lol. everyday i think nvm, there's still tmr. but obviously, the day passes before i can do anything.wah. hope everything will improve next wkEstherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-68804363675308404012007-05-22T19:09:00.000+08:002007-05-22T19:26:20.217+08:00hmm. been one busy month since i last updated. indeed, MUCH has happened. but the lastest update, Resonanace 9 is finally over. =)bittersweet feeling as usual. happy that all the horrendously long practise hours are thigns of the past, but sad that their will not be anything on every monday evenings.sometimes, humans are just so complicating. when we have it, we complain. when we dont, we Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-58812035112030794092007-04-22T22:39:00.000+08:002007-04-22T22:43:20.427+08:00die die. =Cwas supp to accomplish alot this wkend. but in the end, it ended up with nothing.HORRORS.wah. i really wonder what is happening to me!!why isnt natural selection selecting for the hardworking me. it seems like its selecting for the LAZY allele.hai. i dont normally say die loh. so when die, ...Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-53301800407599755612007-04-18T22:26:00.000+08:002007-04-18T22:36:57.598+08:00gah. i hate doing tutorials sometimes. they make u feel stupid. =Cam currently doing my bio ttl and have been stuck at it for almost 4 hours already.and im not even half way done. ergh. i hate it when i paper is full of blanks. thats why sth i rather copy than leave it blank.yes, sounds stupid, but well, i AM getting stupider.h.a.h.a.i guess God wants me to learn how to rely more on his wisdom Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-36181627613666694692007-04-14T23:08:00.001+08:002007-04-14T23:23:24.863+08:00its finally over. sigh. dont wish to talk bout it anymore. just that i need a huge enormous miracle. oh God, please bless me..anyway celebration day. just another excuse to let me slack actually. walked around town again. getting boring. then had dinner at thaipan with the family.quite a horrendous experience, sad to say. they were SEVERLY understaffed. waited almost like 45 mins before we got Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-90958196183724025472007-04-11T23:02:00.000+08:002007-04-11T23:06:29.637+08:00HORRORS. i jsut realised the full blown horrors of the exam this sat. i didnt know there were so much stuff to study for! and it is structured in a way that it is QUite or VEry possible to FAIL. omgosh.i almost hyperventilated when i saw the exam layout.i dont even know how to draw out a balance sheet which is almsot the very basics of accounting.*gulps*Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-23088068439544721562007-04-09T20:18:00.000+08:002007-04-09T20:29:52.391+08:00first match of the season: vj vs hc: 1-0.hmm. shld i say that i believe they can play much better? the atmosphee was quite dampening, whats with the red shirts desperately trying to ask people to cheer when they themselves werent coordinating among themselves.all i have to say that from there, we can see how victorians are motivated by winning.the first part of the match was so quite it was kindaEstherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-43859839850941165742007-04-04T23:26:00.000+08:002007-04-04T23:39:27.769+08:00wah. econs is the ultimatum.especially this disgusting case study which has THREE 8 mark qn and TWO 6 mark qn which means alot of writing.but i cant find anything to write. sine i already forgot what is economic growth and have not time to read through, im basically crapping my way thru without even knowing what the whole thing is about.AHH. its been so long and i still haven Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-14636611999207106382007-04-03T18:09:00.000+08:002007-04-03T18:19:31.680+08:00wah. been so long since the last time. =)latest update: smu course is OVER. =)happyness. thank God for bringing me thru no matter how much i suferred and almost died along the way. haha. now, just the final exam level and i can kiss it goodbye! =)then met Phoebe and Janna!!!lalalalalala. again. happyness!been soooo long since we met. =) really glad to meet up and talk. and thanks ALOT for your 'Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-73321027960839021652007-03-28T22:29:00.000+08:002007-03-28T22:33:33.414+08:00i feel like energy is leaking out of me BIG TIME. like dy/dt is 100000kJ/s, where y is the amt of enrgy being leaked out.HORRRORS.been feeling so tired and going to die this few days. WHY??? and i nv even do anything strenuous at all.argh. and im starting to feel guilty for going out so much and not doing anything productive at all. HAI.the stupid feeling is coming back again.on the verge of Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-87353632967157988562007-03-27T22:03:00.000+08:002007-03-27T22:13:54.820+08:00"if im happy, i eat.if im unhappy, i eat.if im nervous, i eat.if im not nervious, i eat.i eat alot."-Salma Hayek.HAHA. some celebrity is like ME!! LOL. and she is still hot stuff after eating so much. haha. i also want. =) lol. jkjk.anyway, SPAs are over!! for now. today was such a happy day! even happier than fter cts and what nots last yr.went to sharons house for a movie and poppycock session.Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-37226257211657066852007-03-18T14:33:00.000+08:002007-03-18T14:57:49.423+08:00the hols over. =( once again, its the time where everyone gonna say that it passed so quickly, within a blink of an eye blah blah.. hah.but quite satisfied with my holidays surprisingly. =)this is the FIRST hol i actually TOTALLY didnt touch my sch work. =)*pats self on back* not counting the after psle and after O's holidays lah, of course.so yap, went for OLC in the first few days.pretty fun. Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-50536068938361044952007-03-09T00:47:00.000+08:002007-03-09T01:02:16.769+08:00common tests are over. relieved? yes. happy? not sure. have odac and harmoc camp coming up. not that i dont like it, just that i really want some time for myself. to actually look forward to doing nothing. then everytime i complain, my mother wil keep sking me to not go for all the odac stuff, to not care bout my project. sometimes i really dont know. why cant she just like console me or Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-86671400262250313582007-03-06T18:27:00.000+08:002007-03-06T18:35:30.439+08:00yay. 2 papers down. 3 more to go. 2 more days of horrors.had gp and econs today. worse combination. results in the worse TFP. gp was ok for me. as long as i have sth to write, im ok. compre was understandable but as usal, i just anyhow do loh. seriously. i shld smack myself for doing that every gp compre.but oh well. its over. =)nxt up was econs. started the paper with tired hands and worn out Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-27695319085532517652007-03-04T19:12:00.000+08:002007-03-04T19:21:39.119+08:00this was supp to be my chance to catch up i my revision. but once again, wasted it away. i really dunno what to say lah.maybe its cos my mum keep asking me not to worry.i tried the first few qn of prev years common test and was like totally dumbfounded. then tried probability. which was totally crap. again, gave up after the first 2 qn. how discouraging is that. and now the com is trying to piss Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-72274574655193374162007-03-02T23:15:00.000+08:002007-03-02T23:49:10.661+08:00its been a sad week. =( something so sudden so saddening so humbling that makes you reflect what on earth are you here for. hai. i dont wanna leave in the midst of studyingi dont want to leave so early.i havent enjoyed enough.haven eaten enough. haven shopped enough.on a heavier note, i haven read the bible properly.i have not saved a person yeti have not spread the love of God enough.i m just Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-33059719379045056132007-02-17T14:28:00.000+08:002007-02-17T14:41:20.726+08:00its the eve of the chinese new year and some how, im just thinking that maybe cny is not as fun anymore.. i really dont like spring cleaning.. first time i think i would rather study. haha. thats very wierd since i really cant stand it this year especially.keep thinking of wanting to stop sch, to get out of sch..i was like telling my father," if you get a bonus, can i stop school?"sigh. dont knowEstherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-86125548439386327982007-02-16T22:23:00.000+08:002007-02-16T22:32:25.624+08:00yay! the long awaited break is here! CNY! =) cant wait for the holidays.. so this year has been pretty rush with camps and work and random stuff stopping me from going on my usual old cny shopping. so ended up just buying some random dress and stuff to wear.and when i tried it just now, it felt so TIGHT. crappy. i dont think it felt THAt tight when i bought it leh. oh well..anyway, just walked Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-32832461648227331002007-01-30T23:13:00.000+08:002007-01-30T23:22:49.080+08:00OMGOSH!! i just ate KFC at 11 in the NIGHT!! ultimate horrors!and the most ironic thing is that it was after the nutrition talk. LOL.HAI. fat thighs all the way.my mother was like, nvm lah, studying just eat lah. when you want to lose weight VERY EASY ONE.YARRRR. like real. come talk to a girl who have not lost weight despite joining ccas for that primary purpose.ok. i think i sound like one withEstherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-58132863185583320832007-01-27T22:39:00.000+08:002007-01-27T22:45:22.270+08:00yay! SAT is over! =)but honestly, been feeling very sian. came home thinking that i would be able to enjoy my day. but ended up just sleeping right after i ate. i could even taste the food in my mouth after i woke up. LOL.but quite happy with lunch. could choose my own dishes!. HAHA. im ultimate, i know.anyway, IM SO BORED. the s'pore vs m'sia match is sooo boring. watch also NO KICK.hai. Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1169478309165001722007-01-22T22:59:00.000+08:002007-01-22T23:05:09.183+08:00Help me to start this day with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude.Let me make the best of each and every day to clear my mind so that I can hear from You.Please broaden my mind that I can accept all things.Let me not whine and whimper over things I have no control over.And It's the best response when I'm pushed beyond my limits.I know that when I can't pray, You listen to my heart.Continue toEstherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1167829998438882562007-01-03T21:04:00.000+08:002007-01-03T21:13:18.456+08:00back from the FIRST day of school in 2007.ok, not really the first, considering that i went to sch on the FIRST of jan for b2b camp dry-run. thats a FIRST in my life. hah. not that i was very amused waking up so early in the morning.anyway, it was back to school. but more like back to play! =) orientation started really well! at least iago.inferno is not dead! thats a great start for me Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1167633754475528892007-01-01T14:23:00.000+08:002007-01-01T14:42:34.490+08:00God sent His son, they called Him JesusHe came to love, heal, and forgive.He lived and died to buy my pardon,An empty grave is there to prove my Savior lives.Because He lives, I can face tomorrow.Because He lives, All fear is gone.Because I know He holds the future,And life is worth the living just because He lives.How sweet to hold a newborn baby,And feel the pride and joy he gives.But greater Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1167033459831375692006-12-25T15:54:00.000+08:002006-12-25T15:57:39.846+08:00BLessed Christ-filled Christmas! Rem not to forget the Christ in 'Christmas'! =)not a very eventful day today. went to church and then orchard for awhile before heading home. have to pack for KL trip..and i just found out that PHOEBE IS GOING THERE TOO!!!HOrrayss! hopefully all goes well and we get to meet and shop together! =) Happiness!Joy to the World, the LORD is COME!!Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1166972313923958682006-12-24T22:41:00.000+08:002006-12-24T22:58:33.940+08:00back from Thailand, land of thousand smiles. LIKE REAL. i aint see any smiles wherever i go. just grumpy faces.but SHOPPING was their redeeming grace. it is indeed a shopping paradise! 2nd MAJOR shopping spree this year.first time, i bought 8 tops.this time, i bought around THIRTEEN! plus FOUR bags! plus TWO shoes! plus ONE pair of sunglasses!!!all this equals to HAPPYNESS!! =) =Dthe other Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1166371432961505442006-12-17T23:33:00.000+08:002006-12-18T00:03:52.986+08:00yay! exciting day today!shopping and food is the ultimate combination. =)happyness.finally went on a shopping spree today! bought 2 more shoes! which means that i have a total of SIX NEW sports shoes/ sneakers.i think also abit scared. how to finish wearing!!oh well. at least its a happy problem.then went to the new courts and Ikea to shop around for furniture.but ended up eating more than Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1165458854856837862006-12-07T09:56:00.000+08:002006-12-07T10:34:14.960+08:00back from ITC! *super humongous smiley face* haha. no more stress anymore. no more tent pitching. no more tekaning. only enjoyment left.except for the safra race though. =(talk bout that later.now its for the ultra overdue fansipan post!Fansipan3 days. 18-20 Nov 20063143m.came. climbed. CONQUERED. =DThank God for the safe flightThank God for the pretty scenery.Thank God for the great Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1165139489281362002006-12-03T17:30:00.000+08:002006-12-03T17:51:29.413+08:00was kinda bored so decided to spam quizzes. quite pro, this ppl who created this stuff cos they are actually quite accurate!Your view on yourself:You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.yar right.like ppl are naturally attracted to talk to me. but Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1163171918305035682006-11-10T23:13:00.000+08:002006-11-10T23:18:38.336+08:00somthing must be wrong.I ACTUALLY ENJOY EATING MORE THAN SHOPPING.if you know me, you should know how much i love shoppingso that must say how much i love eating now.=(and this means an expanding waistline. double horrors.i actually enjoy going to supermarkets now so i can buy chips and biscuits.IM BECOMING A PIG.CRAP.barnacles. haha. spongebob. =) and yay the whole world is rejoicing while poor Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1162628712160928392006-11-04T16:20:00.000+08:002006-11-04T16:25:12.176+08:00ill be the HAPPIEST person on earth on Nov 13. i guess that will explain everything im experiencing. my moodswings. my horrendously large appetite. my whole sad life. =Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1161964428876125282006-10-27T23:47:00.000+08:002006-10-27T23:55:43.746+08:00one week has passed since i just left for malaysia.time flies. cliche but true. =(cant say i have enjoyed my week.PW has robbed my life partially. but compared to the rest, i guess i must really count my blesssings.BUT i still cant stand it. everytime i want to go out, ppl have PW/Chinese/CCA/school.argh. sickening. and yes, our kbox session has long been overdue. since like the start of the yearEstherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1161701910407973662006-10-24T22:40:00.000+08:002006-10-24T22:58:30.430+08:00been shopping. shopping and more shopping.but not really buying. relative to my previous experineces though.which is ALOT.so now, its just QUITE alot. haha.so as usual,with shopping, you eat. ALOT.i seem to do things in extreme. but i dont know why. im geting hungry soo easily nowadays.so i end up eating so much i cant buy much clothes. =(shopping and eating aside, ive been watching quite alot ofEstherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1160822947966776782006-10-14T18:40:00.000+08:002006-10-14T18:49:07.983+08:00yay! open house is over! =) quite fun. esp mass dance! =) VJ really rock. TOTALLY. COME VJ!!ok. enough of this. just took the flu and thyphoid jab in preparation for the farzipan trip. feeling kinda lethargic today. so not really high. so ya, went around sch looking sad and tired and everything. but managed to find this group of girls to bring around. they were really nice! =) gave me a lollipop.Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1160753278620303862006-10-13T23:19:00.000+08:002006-10-13T23:27:58.676+08:00it was the seniors' farewell asembly but i think i got more emotional than some, or maybe even most of them. haha. so weird. i actually felt sad that mrs chan was leaving.when my prev prinicpal left, i didnt even feel anything. and now, felt sad when i heard the principal was leaving.maybe it was the slack assemblies.the free FULL days.the never-scold-us atitude..all warmly welcomed by the Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1159525813288723002006-09-29T18:22:00.000+08:002006-09-29T18:30:13.386+08:00its supp to be study leave. but cant say that its productive.haha. GREAT X-inefficiency. =)only gives me more time to dream and think.thoughts of going to the exam hall with half-past six knowledge is quite frightening.but i remembered that in my weakness, God's powers shine through."... And now, let the weak say im strong, let the poor say im rich,because of what the Lord has done for us,GIVE Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1159266517796001862006-09-26T18:21:00.000+08:002006-09-26T18:28:37.816+08:00its been soo boring staying at home that i wanna go to sch. hah. thats a first for me..have been listening to chinese radio 933. they just make me feel so happy.. haha. the female djs voices are like soo sweet and happy and light and absolutely lovely to have when u feel down and bored from studying. =) highly recommended. maybe abit distracting though. you jsut cant help smiling and luaghing Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1158243244562155422006-09-14T22:09:00.000+08:002006-09-14T22:14:04.580+08:00im so tired. i feel so drained. its not sleepy type of tired, but the really jsut dont wanna do anything kinda tired. lethargy. thats the word.hai. dont know whats wrong with me.already sleeping early and it still happens.but =) Thank God for the chocolate abr im eating. =)yay. chocolate makes me happy!Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1157270153530142162006-09-03T15:50:00.000+08:002006-09-03T15:55:53.550+08:00its the holidays season yet again. =)started off well with teachers' day holiday.met up with some 4e1 friends. only realised how much i miss them when i saw them and when we started talking. oh well. at least we managed to meet.then went out with the usual ppl. =) fun again.sat was family3! ok for me. but feel sad for the ppl who came. kinda boring. cos kinda catered too much to the kids. and Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1156343289297565002006-08-23T22:16:00.000+08:002006-08-23T22:28:09.446+08:00dilemma. im ALWAYS caught in betwen. and the turmoil in my head is NO GOOD. first it was odac or not. thankfully its over.then h3 or not. still troubled ovr that.and now. its OT or OCIP. frustrating. nerve-wrecking.sometimes, i just hate making decisions. maybe it was easier if i wasnt chosen in the first place. then the decision wont be my to make. sighive always wanted to go for an overseas CIPEstherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1156081942235637302006-08-20T21:50:00.000+08:002006-08-20T21:52:22.253+08:00I JUST CAME AGAIN TO TELL YOU LORD,HOW HAPPY I'VE BEEN,SINCE WE FOUND EACH OTHER'S FRIENDSHIPAND YOU TOOK AWAY MY SIN.DON'T KNOW MUCH OF HOW TO PRAY,BUT I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERYDAY. SO JESUS, THIS IS ME CHECKING IN TODAY.Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1155738276783275842006-08-16T22:09:00.000+08:002006-08-16T22:24:36.810+08:00its nearing the exams but im still chating the whole night, blogging more often than i ever do. stoning more often.weird. but i judt dont seem to feel like doing anything.im just feeling guilty all the time.BAD.but nvm, there's still a little time.Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1155397227780633912006-08-12T23:29:00.000+08:002006-08-12T23:40:27.800+08:00holiday was well spent! =)more or less finished our PW WR. great sense of relief. had a lot of fun doing it with my group. =) yay! we rock!then went on a SHOPPING SPREE AGAIN!!bought 3 t-shirts and 1 long pants! i think i have at least 20 new unworn clothes in my cupboard. 'shpping just makes my day! =)im grinning from ear to ear now. haha.watched the movie click too. retarded show as usal by Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1155195112209121042006-08-10T15:22:00.000+08:002006-08-10T15:31:52.256+08:00yay. im a happy girl today! woke up very late. lazed around then read a super nice book. =) see? im easily satisfied.but its starting to get abit boring. i think this is liek the first time im not going out on a holiday. but nobody to go out with and no place to go = stay at home. oh well, hopefully im going out tonight. =)anyway, went to watch fireworks yeterday, much to my dismay andto my Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1153231386565123212006-07-18T22:00:00.000+08:002006-07-18T22:03:06.590+08:00HAPPY BIRTHDAY PHOEBE! U ARE 17, OLDER BUT SEXIER, SMARTER AND PRETTIER!haha. =) God bless you. =)Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1152107436306505462006-07-05T21:44:00.000+08:002006-07-05T21:50:36.320+08:00life is good so far. =) *contented sigh*everyday after school, i eat and then start the tv marathon the whole day. after all the shows, i use the com or watch any matches that are showing.this totally rocks for me.. =)no worries, no homework, no stress, just pure 'lay-sure' lol. dunno which teacher said that. maybe we really need english native speakers.Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1151936469296001692006-07-03T22:16:00.000+08:002006-07-03T22:21:09.313+08:00its only the beginning and july and they are playing national days ongs on radio? im speechless.anyway, yay. exams over last week. laziness got the better of me and hence, i didnt bother to explain the elation of the long awaited break. or hopefully, it is really gonna be a break.i dont want to study anymore. =(i dont want PE!!! crappy.Always forgive your enemies - Nothing annoys them so much.. Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1150646685215958202006-06-18T23:55:00.000+08:002006-06-19T00:04:45.216+08:00back from KORBU!! =) reallllllllly happy..7 days1 7162ft mountain23 odac PIs1 million broken branchesa few hundred leechesa thousand and one mosquito bitesmany bags and backs broken37 cuts on my legsa totally shagged bodyand a black toe. =)honestly, clibing the mountain, the second highest in Peninsular M'sia, was one of the worst times of my life.it was soo tiring both physically and mentally i Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1150106227202203762006-06-12T17:43:00.000+08:002006-06-18T23:54:23.656+08:00going for camp soon. kinda wish it comes faster. the guilt from not studying is not very pleasant. but sometimes, just feel a little scared. cos ite the monsoon season in korbu and we sure dont want any landslides or anything. plus the rain is just gonna dampen all the spirits and make it just soo much harder to climb 80 deg steep slopes.*gulp* it sounds scary. BUT God's with me. =) he will Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1148806407954627582006-05-28T16:39:00.000+08:002006-05-28T16:53:27.973+08:00its the holidays already. which equals to shopping and slacking and playing. IN THE PAST. nw, its like holidays= studying for exams + PW. =( .nvm. im still going shopping alot. i dont care. =)anyway. i have 2 weeks of preparations considering that i will be gone for almost two weeks due to my odac overseas trip and my church camp.i'/ be back on the 22 and the exams wils tart on the 26. how Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1147269677847089282006-05-10T21:53:00.000+08:002006-05-10T22:01:17.873+08:00i finally know the difference being in a elite sch and one that is not.the sch's bout the same. the teachers too. the only thing is tht the people is different.more competitve. more caught up with winning that classmate of yours.hai. i miss the times when we just didnt care about some hw. just talking crap the whole time. not caring if we did all the steps for practical. not caring, or least, notEstherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1146478324252729022006-05-01T17:38:00.000+08:002006-05-01T18:12:04.290+08:00wah. ive not been blogging for sooo long. busy busy busy, nto with work but more with ccas. friday, had our very first PT session. ran 8km and did 200 squats.the original list was supposed to be: 500 push ups, 500 sit ups, 8km jog, 1000 squats and 1200 jumping jacks. but due to unforseeen circumstances, and should i say, fortunately, we didnt need to do all those cos we had to help shift chairds Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1145173912120346542006-04-16T15:44:00.000+08:002006-04-16T16:04:38.436+08:00PISCES WOMANShe likes to be in a dream world than to be in reality. She is weak and sensitive when it's come to "Love". She can cry if her best friend isbreaking up, and she can be over excited when her friend gets a new boyfriend who is a good looking and rich even it is nothing concerned her at all. You might be surprise to see that she is shy just because she is inlove. More or less it will beEstherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1144506449419001662006-04-08T22:19:00.000+08:002006-04-08T22:27:29.433+08:00i shall never take for granted the rows and rows of never ending chairs already laid out for us in the hall from now on.Shifting the chairs for meet the parents was our first Provisional Instructor assignment. yay. SK warriors. it was mainly pure torture with some skin being broken and a few blue blacks on my arm. but thank God it was just moving chairs and nothing too crazy. optimism is the way Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1143552482190888302006-03-28T21:25:00.000+08:002006-03-28T21:28:02.203+08:00crap. i lost the war to the silly flu-causing virus. apparently, my body temp is rising to 'fry' the virus and hopefully kill it. oh well, i hope it works. it does not feel good feeling cold everywhere i go.Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1143467710804305342006-03-27T21:50:00.000+08:002006-03-27T21:55:10.820+08:00school's been quite stale with lessons and all. but thank God for s38. everyone've in our class has been saying how we rock. so i shall reiterate: YAY S38 RockS!! =)so had harmoc today. bleh. it was quite bad. i could hardly play anything properly. better practice at home. but bet i wouldnt be so disciplined to do so. oh well. nvm.ah. im feeling so random. i LOVE talking! ohman. if only i can Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1143380763473164632006-03-26T21:38:00.000+08:002006-03-26T21:46:03.746+08:00its the first week of school and im almost zombi-fied everyday after school. how on earth am i going to survive the term, the year, my jc life??Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1142867770930924802006-03-20T22:58:00.000+08:002006-03-20T23:16:10.976+08:00as cliche as it may sound, time really flies. i've been on this planet earth for a whooping seventeen years already. Thank God for sustaining me till this day. esp after how he brought me through OLC and allowed me to thoroughly enjoy my hol despit not getting much rest in between. hallelujah. =)pray that he will continue to bless me. =)anyway, I SURVIVED OLC. phew. actually the art that i fearedEstherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1142171767735394302006-03-12T21:48:00.000+08:002006-03-12T21:56:08.076+08:00its THE camp tmr. THE camp i've been dreading. but maybe not as much now. as long as it is the same standard as the precamp, i think i should do okay. except for Solo night and kayaking. the two things i fear the most.im going to try to remember a lsit of songs i can sing to keep me occupied during solo night. which i think im most probably gonna cry myself to sleep. yes, im a crybaby. and i Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1141647319429217962006-03-06T20:09:00.000+08:002006-03-06T20:15:19.440+08:00crappy. how can it be tht i should actually feel stressed up about a stupid camp. soo annoying. argh. the fact that i was from NP does not make anythign better for me. sigh. i realised tht facts also dont work for me. they are always against me. =( people gonna expect me to be very fit and can take an shit kinda person. but i dont think i can still stand being scolded and shouted at after all Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1141479421653478252006-03-04T21:28:00.000+08:002006-03-04T21:37:01.666+08:00i wonder how i would feel if my prayer wasnt answered.i wonder how i would feel if i was the one being separated.i wonder how i would feel if it was my heart being borken, my dreams shattered like glass on the floor.Who would i have blamed for all these?When prayers are answered, we praise himwhen they are not, we blame himhow selfish can we getIsnt it enough that he came all the way from Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1141346280916096732006-03-03T08:34:00.000+08:002006-03-03T08:38:00.933+08:00i used to think they were disgusting that they enjoyed tears and separation. but Thanks to God, they no longer suck. or rather not as much. =) sigh. was soo worried for my friends regarding posting. but thank god that they got what they wanted. praise the Lord. because of this, my friend even asked me to teach her how to pray! woah. seriously God of wonders beyond our galaxy, he sure works in Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1140855172708037372006-02-25T15:51:00.000+08:002006-02-25T16:12:52.723+08:00making decisions often leave ppl pulling their hair. nobody likes them. unless of couse it is favourable to them. so yes, im strugglingto make a decision right now. and i fear i may never be able to reach a final conclusion anytime soon.Another thing thats bothering me is the fact that i suspect my intellect is dropping. not that i even had much of it at the first place. which does not make Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1140621413794549262006-02-22T23:14:00.000+08:002006-02-22T23:16:53.796+08:00i seriously need to change the way i blog. i sucked. but never anymore. it stops HERE. (or at least, i hope)Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1140264028292075712006-02-18T19:52:00.000+08:002006-02-18T20:00:30.746+08:00whee! sch's been fun. =) yay! S38 rocks!! anyway, bowling 'competition' yest. i said 'competition' cos it didnt even feel like one. it was like free and easy. but anyway, we had good fun. =) matthew and joh damn pro lah. meifang also quite pro for not playing for one year liao. i got 102/143/103. for me, its quite ok lah. =) play until quite song. then had interact yest. went all the way to chaiEstherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1139650488882332782006-02-11T17:32:00.000+08:002006-02-11T17:34:48.896+08:00i have to say i will never be able to finish thanking God for all he has done for me.Praise the Lord!the only thing that kept me thinking was whether i would stilll be as thankful if i did not do as well. *sigh* but nvm, i love Jesus. Jesus loves me. AND HE LOVES ALL OF YOU TOO. =)Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1139537210212355522006-02-10T09:57:00.000+08:002006-02-10T10:06:50.226+08:00AHH! results will be out in FOUr hours time! nervous breakdown.lol. no lah. not so bad. but the feeling is soo damn weird. esp for last night. heart not feeling scared but apparently the head is not feeling the same. ergh. no organ harmony. LOL. crabby patties. im soo confused. i dont even know what im feeling now. but nvm, must have more faith then can le. =) anyway saw a doctor while my class Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1138877136464309382006-02-02T18:39:00.000+08:002006-02-02T18:45:36.476+08:00crappy. blogged quite a long one and it was gone. sometimes, blogger is just sooo sickening.anyway, stayed backed for 4 hours plus jsut because i didnt wanna go home. so stupid rite? but what to do. i need company mah. dotn wanna come home and rot. rot at elast have friends to rot with mah. =)anyway, cross country yest. =) thank God for allowing me to finish the race. nv even trained at all Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1138527897637602062006-01-29T17:42:00.000+08:002006-01-29T17:44:57.650+08:00ello!. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! =)though it is not a very happy one for me. visiting didnt go very well. as in i have yet to meet my other cousins. bleh. so thigns have been relly boring so far.just go and sit down and eat. nd eat. AND EAT!oh man. how to have cross country on wed. wonder how we are gonna spend the next 2 days doing nothing.Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1137824507618219652006-01-21T14:18:00.000+08:002006-01-21T14:21:47.630+08:00ello. =)life's been busy. but thankfully not boring. everyday am out till like evenings. yest had 'bbq' till 11 plus.thank God for the first 3 months. or the last few weeks left before our results.everybody from other sch are like so loaded with hw while i dont really have much. aww. oh no. i think i became more ego. 0_0 and more shameless. yes, Lynx, Shameless. =) oh well, im still praying Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1137570939023434542006-01-18T15:49:00.000+08:002006-01-18T15:55:39.040+08:00haha. guess what. my friend said i looked like i did hip-hop -_- i almost died laughing. thinking that it was the specs, i was wrong. i took the specs off and they still said i looked like hip hop. thats the most bizarre thing i heard. pl always say i look so guai i thought that ppl wouldnt believe me even if i told them im a thief.ahh. that was so random. anyway, i really really hope i can stay Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1136863173437474022006-01-10T11:16:00.000+08:002006-01-10T11:19:33.450+08:00this is my 276th post since i started the blog. 276. my dream psle score.=)nah. just joking. seriously, the person who gets it is nuts.anyway, yes, orientation was boring for me. maybe my expectations were just too high. but it was jsut boring. cos of my og. everybody just sitting there stoning. but thank God for og dinners and lunches. best part of orientation for me. =) praying that my class Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1136172144376217792006-01-02T11:20:00.000+08:002006-01-02T11:22:24.386+08:00oh no. school is starting!!the trauma of making new friends, a new environment, the seniors looking down at us.hate that.i hate changes. =(Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1136041067926826062005-12-31T22:47:00.000+08:002005-12-31T22:57:47.936+08:00its the times of reflection and thanksgiving. a really tiring year it has been. but definitely one with lots to give thanks for.Thanksgiving1. sustenance thru-out this whole sucky o'level period.2. results that were not really expected.3. fun had during the hols4. michael buble concert where he was totally hot. =)5. my pretty new hp. hot pink leh. =)and obviously, all this is impossible without Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1135321075797229532005-12-23T14:45:00.000+08:002005-12-23T14:57:55.806+08:00its so hard to tell ppl something you are not confident of when you have done well for the previous attempt.when i tell ppl i got into vjc. they go like wow so smart and all that crap.then i tell them that im really not confident of my o's and i may not stay in it after the first 3 months.THEN as usual. they go all sarcastic and like say some crap about how it can ever happen.=(HELLO. if im Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1134736150669817982005-12-16T20:17:00.000+08:002005-12-16T20:29:10.680+08:00ever wondered why we always prefer to stay with friends or go out ith them and nto our family. simple. our family can make us go mad. but not our friends.our family can make us cry. not our friends. our family dont do fun things. our friends do.our family ask us to do housework. our friends never do.i feeling so damn pissed with my stupid brother. but i think i also got a prob. get mad over a Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1134304217003528212005-12-11T20:24:00.000+08:002005-12-11T20:30:17.016+08:00wah lao. im so bored. stone also getting boring. i wanna go sentosa. but nobody wana go. =( i wanna go east coast. but again nobody wanna go with me. double =( i wanna watch the sunrise and sunset! hai.the next time u see a lonely person at ecp, its most probably me. rem to say hi! =)i need someone to un-lonelify me!!not that im not spending time with friends. just that maybe im just a person whoEstherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5996560.post-1134186439860818632005-12-10T11:30:00.000+08:002005-12-10T11:47:19.870+08:00im finally back from US! yay! and i know im supposed to blog a reallllly long post for being gone for 2 whole weeks. but im a lazy pig. so i wont. even though im so bored. im just lazy.some highlights. or rather what i can remember.1. shop and bought ALOT of stuff. nike. addidas. reebok. they are not really cheap. but when overseas, you just tend to spend more willingly..2. the parking in new Estherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14827200608741309822noreply@blogger.com0